Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Quote of the Day

Yayy, today is a happy day, well quite, considering how monotonous my life is. guess wad! there was this small cute girl todayy at the restaurant. she kept looking and smiling at me, so i kept looking back and smiling back at her! and when she was leaving with her family, i waved goodbye to her, and she went hiding behind her mother's back! haha so cutee! oh well, maybe she was afraid that i might kidnap her or something. anwyayy i hope she comes again! =D

anywayyyy....... that's not the main point/highlight of the day. after working for more than 2 months, i've been asked many questions or commented by many customers and none of the comments were as interesting as today's.

I was at the cashier, reading a customer's order sheet so that i can key into the cashier registry, but the order sheet was very messy and so i decided to confirm with him his order. However, i couldn't tell whether he was Japanese or Singaporean, so i decided to follow my instinct...

Me: eeto, mouichido chuumon wo kakunin itashimasuga, tonkatsu setto hitotsu to.... (by then, i realized that he looked confused, so he must be a Singaporean, so i changed to English)Oh, you ordered a tonkatsu set and a dinner set right?
Him: Yes. Hey you speak good english!
Me: Oh haha I'm Singaporean.
Him: Oh you speak good Japanese then!

Wow for the first time in my life, i was told that i speak good english! hahaha for all my life (at least in sec sch and jc), i've never gotten more than a C for my english! (with the exception of moderation, of course)

孤单的夜我不孤单

You know you are not lonely when
1) you are sharing a blog with someone cool like me
2) you have a friend as cool as me
3) you tie a pony tail with your hair
4) you carry a cool black bag
5) there's someone whom i know very well who is thinking of yu right now

waiting for you
waiting for you come here to my dream
牵着你不断旋转一直到黑发变成了银线
waiting for you waiting for you 直到永远

iverystupid

A long time ago, mr fry was very proud and arrogant. He would like to show off every single little thing he had or knew. "Oh this one i know. I very pro one." He thought he was freakin smart. Until one day he suddenly realised how ignorant he was.

Now, he is a total blur toad. No, i dunno what you all are talking about. No, dont ask me for any help. I'm dumb!

Show me the meaning of being lonely

You know you're lonely when...

1) You are about to sms someone, and find out that there's no one in your contact list whom you can sms.
2) You come online, and find out that out of the 85 ppl on the msn list, there are only less than 3 ppl to talk to.
3) You leave the class for breaks alone, and go for lessons when the rest of the class goes for break.
4) You choose a school, and finds out that all your other friends have gone to other schools together.
5) You come to a school, and finds out that everyone else have cliques.
6) Your good friends have other friends whom they are closer to.
7) You stay at home while all your other friends have gone to NS.
8) You meet up friends who have all gone through BMT, and they talk about stuff which you do not understand.
9) You continue with your NS when your friends have all completed theirs.
10) You realize that your dreams may all be gone just because of a silly decision made.
11) You are poor at making friends and do not mix well with others.
12) You are about to enlist into NS with a bunch of people you do not know.
13) You wake up to find out that the rest of the family is out, and that you are alone.
14) You do not know what to do for the rest of the day, and wastes it stoning all the day long.
15) You ask friends to go out, and get rejected because they have dates.
16) You want to go out, but realize there's no one to ask, so you end up going out alone, or staying at home to stone.
17) You find out that people whom you thought were your good friends, do not really see you as their good friends.
18) You always choose a different path from your friends, and end up separated from them.
19) You end up talking to yourself because there's really no one to talk to.
20) You write a blog entry like this.

Monday, January 30, 2006

Second day!

yoohoo today's the second day! it was kinda disappointing in terms of hongbao collection cuz when we went to my mother's cousin's house todayy, there were only a few ppl! unlike every other year, where there will be many many many ppl. so that explains our grand collection of SIX hongbaos (shared among me and my brothers) todayy.. in other words, a pathetic TWO hongbaos per person todayy! how sad! anywayy photos again!

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This was taken at my mother's cousin's place! sunflowers! hahaha so cool.

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Same place, but at the swing. Refer to the previous entryy. It's the same swing! Haha we intend to take similar photos every year in the same positions (ie our sitting positions)

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Haha i like this photo! we took this cuz my brother wanted a photo with white blackground so that he can edit it using photoshop.

Yup that's all folks! Jonfang! tell us abt ur hongbao collection adventures!

shaolin 360

Haha! I got good taste man. After recommending 曹格songs to some of my friends not very long ago, its now advertising on TV! Anyways im really impressed by shaolin kungfu. Oh my god those monks can break/brake dance. 360 with their heads. Sick. More sick than me. Really. Maybe we should train like shaolin monks in NS. Then there would be hope for Singapore. Perhaps its their hair or rather no hair that gives them the power. Oh man can't wait to cut botak. What a pity i didn't catch the spear performance. Fell asleep alr.

And dam those kids. Wa lao, i told them not to feel shy and feel like home. And they really did. Gobbled down the goodies while i looked in envy. Haha i secretly ate some goodies though. Sad case. Went to temple today. Prayed for good health. =D And i think one of my cousin's son looks dam cute. Wanted to take a solo pic of him but it would favourism haha! I <3 obedient small kids.

Sunday, January 29, 2006

first day

FIRST DAY! the song sung by FIR, STephanie sun, and mayDAY. nice song (:

anyway that's not the point. it's chu yi! well, like every other year, a million ppl came to my house today. haha plus a few naughty nephews who cannot control but havoc at my place. haha we are used to it anywayy. hmm let me see, FIVE nephews and ONE niece! haha two of my nephews are around my age, so i don't really see them as my nephews but "cousins" instead. den the other three terrors and one princess! anywayy as usual, we were playing cards while getting our cards stepped on. den when my two brothers went to take a nap, i had to deal with the two terrors who ransacked my room, threw toys n books around, and ran all over me. omg.. wad a terror. haha luCKily there was my little princess. (she's called jovin btw).
Image hosting by Photobucket and that's her! =)

hehh for your information, my father is the best! he spends SO MUCH effort in making decorations, cooking and doing all the housework with my mother every year, in fact every week. haha so for example, this year, which is the dog year, he made a dog out of magazine pages!last year, the chicken year, he made a chicken! and the best was the dragon year, he actually spent a few nights making a dragon!! too bad we didn't take a photo of it then. =(

As a tradition, my brothers and i take photo every year during cny! hmmmm this MIGHT be the third last cny with my family before i go japan!
Image hosting by Photobucket This was the year of the monkey! (there's a monkey face at the back!)

Image hosting by Photobucket This was the year of the ROOSTER (oops not chicken), ie last year. can u see the rooster at the back! (if u're wondering, we are holding pens cuz my bro's an extreme pen-spinner!)

Image hosting by Photobucket This was taken at my.... mother's cousin's place (wad do u call a mother's cousin???)

Image hosting by Photobucket This is the year of the DOGGIE! (with sunglasses on!)

Image hosting by Photobucket Another photo. (with caps on!)

im still alive...

Argh. I feel horrible. Just woke up to greet my parents Happy New Year and cough out the green phelgm. Hohoho... Happy New year!

I dunno what's it with these kids wanting more pocket money from their parents. Frankly speaking, your parents' money will be your money anyway in the time to be! So why bother! You'r depleting your future wealth. LOL. However, cny is the great time to expand your wealth!Not from your parents but from relatives! Heh. Gotta catch 'em all.

Finished up 情癫大圣 yesterday. I felt as if that movie was made solely for me. Haha. There's only one word to describe that movie - lame! I liked how they included certain scenes from other chinese movies into the show. I feel loserish now. I need to watch more shows.

Saturday, January 28, 2006

chinese new year!

yayy chinese new year is finally here! hmmmmmm one thing i must say abt chinese new year this year is that it doesn't feel like it at all! firstly cuz the life during cny and my daily life now have no difference! hmmm i hope this year will be a good and SAFE year for mE~ esp after i enlist and become a soldier! oh and i realized one SAD FACT... initially, i thought that my classamate, hengliang and I are the only two losers in my class who are not enlisting in january. but just now, i was talking to him online, and i found out that he's already enlisted cuz he called up cmpb to request for earlier enlistment. so now, i'm the only loser from my class who hasn't enlisted. =( i'm going to stand out from my class when we go back to collect results. =(

anyway, i used to complain that i don't recieve sms-es wishing me happy new year or wadeva during festive seasons. but this year, i've recieved quite a few!, whcih is supposed to be a happy thing for me. however, i have recieved 3 sms-es from unknown numbers so far! omg, so weird... i wonder who are these people. i'm suspecting that these people were my friends last time. and then they dumped me. so i deleted their numbers, but now they are sending the template "happy chinese new year! blah blah" message to everyone on that contact list, so maybe that's why i recieved it too.

i went to eat my reunion dinner just now. and like every year, we go to my BIG aunt's house. yeahh she's really big in the sense that she's already a grandmother! and her grandsons (ie my nephews) are around my age! and like every year, the tv shows suck! there's no proper show to watch! there was the superstar concert which my brothers and i wanted to watch, but the rest of the ppl were watching this funny but meaningless chiense show on channel 8, so we had no choice but to watch. hahaha the show is quite funny actually.

okie okie, there are finally decorations in my house. i can slowly feel the qi fen already! but there's still no one to talk to online! argh. so sad! and the audio device/driver/wadeva u call it isn't working. so i can't watch my dramas/shows. =(=(

sayuri

heheheheh so happyy. after so many weeks without any friends to go out with/ to talk to/ to sms (other than to work and for chingay), i finally went out with my friends! so happyy! i was quite worried that all my frens in the ns will be to busy/tired to go out together and we'll soon lose contact, or before we could finalize a date to go out, ns will be over and i'll be leaving.

although there were only three of us today (cuz the rest are in BMTC School 2 who will be booking out only tomorrow), it was still a nice gathering. =) i was so desperate to go out with them! hehehe... anyway we met each other for the first time since we last went out (which was the last time i went out), which was... 28th dec! hehe yanhan n junhan are both botak now! so cool i wan to be like them soon! and i heard many many stories abt ns from them. (anyway, digressing a bit, daniel poh is in the hospital cuz he was feeling unwell =(....) hehe yanhan is in tekong (same as me) while junhan is in commando. and both of them had different stories to tell. firstly, junhan's palm was full of blisters! omg, it was quite scary honestly. cuz they did the soc (standard obstacle course) today and they had to keep doing until they could complete it. and junhan was stuck at the monkey swing where he did so many times that his hands bled. sad casee. sigh! anyway, then they were telling me how they could do 5 pull ups at first. but after all the vigorous n monstrous trainings they had, the number of pull ups they could do reduced to zero. yeah which wasn't surprising, considering how they have no time to recover and all that. anyway NS stories are told and retold, so it isn't that interesting after some time. i have to experience it myself! (argh honestly i don't want to)... haha and according to yanhan, "u look forward to booking out everytime u book in." haha so NS is all about booking out!

ps. jonfang, have fun in ndu! tell us stories when u come out! hahaha
pps. can someone tell me the meaning of "ps" and "pps"?

anyway we went for steamboat! (in a long long time) hehe we used to go steamboat together! ahh all the good old times. hmmm and the two NS men kept talking abt NS and left me alone. =( but never mind! it's kindof like a preview for me before i enter! hehe and commandos are going for airborne tests where they have to jump off the planes!! so exciting! haha but a no-thanks for me cuz i'm afraid of heights. =S ohhhh and there were fireworks!

hmm and one thing we observed today is that most ppl who were at marina south were jc studnets! most of them were having OG outings! (all good old times!)and the two NSmen were envious of the lives they had before entering the army. haha. i would be, too. and then junhan was telling us, cuz he shares his bunk with 5 other ppl, and all the other five ppl have girlfriends! hahaha so every night during "Admin time" (wad a weird name), the other five ppl will be sms-ing/calling their girlfriends! hahaha i foresee myself doing that too! therefore i shouldn't bring my handphone in, it's kinda risky, cuz from scouts, i've learnt that the less things u bring in, the less trouble u're likely to cause for yourself. anyway i'll have no one to call/sms! haha maybe my family.

so anyway, argh kept getting distracted by the ns stories i heard, after steamboat, we went to watch "sayuri" (aka memoirs of a geisha) at lido! hmmm oh well, my comments abt the movie: it was GOOD! really, i liked it. maybe cuz it's about japanese culture, and i was very interested in it. haha not geishas, but the holistic idea of the geisha culture. BUT, some things i have to say about the movie. FIRSTLY, why did they speak in ENGLISH????? it made the whole story seem so fake. cuz the small kids can't possibly speak such fluent english, especially when the story took place so long ago. SECONDLY, it makes it seem so weird cuz they speak english and A LITTLE BIT of japanese. like "moshi moshi.... oh blah blah blah (in english)" or "gomen kudasai... okaasan, please blah blah blah (in english)" SO WEIRD!

but anyway, now that i've watched the movie, i know the story! so now i can read my "sayuri" novel with greater ease (although it's still v hard to understand the language they use) yay it's chinese new year eve!

"Geishas do not become geishas to pursue their destinies. They become because they have no choice."

Friday, January 27, 2006

Rest

ahh. finally comes friday, where im not working! it's been a long long week. and business at the restaurant has been excellent (with the exception of yesterday), so it's been a tiring week. oh my week hasn't ended though, i'm still working tml! (ie cny eve!) hmm and i heard that cuz many of us are unable to work on chinese new year, our lady boss setsuko-san and one of our japanese stuff michiyo-san are going to ask their sons and daughters to come down to help out! hahaha so cool! it'll become a full-japanese restaurant on chinese new year! and our cook, anthony was saying, if the lady boss had upped the pay to more than double wad it is now per hour (eg $15 an hour), most of us would have volunteered to work on cny. hmmm i guess he's got a point there, money plays a big part in deciding who works. but for my case, i have a feeling that even if the pay is risen to $15 an hour during cny, i wouldn't work. cuz cny is a rare festive season where the family gets together! i wouldn't compromise that for moneyy.

haha and i say, jonfang, please post more entries before this becomes my blog. yup i shall keep this entry short~~

Thursday, January 26, 2006

wrong number!

bah i'm bored bored bored!!! anyway this is the second consecutive entry in a row today! haha it's going to be about a funny incident tt took place last night at my cousin's house!
Question: You recieve an sms from an unknown number, asking you funny questions. Obviously, you don't know the person and it's very likely that someone has sent the message to you by mistake. At this point in time, what would you do?

a) Ignore the message.
b) Reply the message, telling the person that he/she has gotten the wrong number.
c) Reply the message, and scold the person.
d) Reply the question in the message.

If one is not mentally insane, he/she would probably choose option a) or b). Me, being a sane person, would normally do the action as suggested in option a. However, last night, after being tormented by boredom, i decided to be cheeky and chose option d.

In a normal scenario, the person who has messaged you by mistake would probably realize it after a while. This is so because the person has most probably i)keyed in the wrong number by mistake, or ii)sent to the wrong person in his/her phonebook in the handphone.

Interestingly, the person who messaged me last night seemed to have thought that my number is his/her friend's number. This is evident in her subsequent replies as i corresponded with him/her. The conversation was as follows:

+659276****: what time do you normally reach sch in the morn?
Me: 7am.
+659276****: Really? dun bluff. wad time do u leave hse?
Me: Around 630.
+659276****: let's meet at the same place tmr with naz and faz. n go crazy like today! Woohoo!
Me: yea! crazy like jus now! let's go clubbing!
+659276****: so hepi ar. u haf to meet with naz, walk with her, joke with her... (followed by a series of text full of acronyms which i couldn't understand)
Me: ok set. play kite. how abt david? ........... (i then entered a series of text that makes no sense.)
+659276****: what on earth are u saying? (in reply to my nonsensical text)
Me: (after feeling bored frm this senseless correspondence) i tink u got the wrong number.
+659276****: huh wad do u mean? (obviously she still thinks that she's got the right no.)
Me: Sorry, but who are you?

And our interesting conversation ended there. HAHAHA... so funnyyy!!! my cousin and i were laughing so hard! hahaha...

study study study

honestly i miss studying! i miss reading my notes, doing tutorials, attending lectures, studying japanese! ahhh... i miss school.
i must admit it, i'm GROWN UP. actually i've never hated studying (other than during exam times when we face it all the day long), in fact i loved it, cuz it always gave me something to do when i'm bored at home. it gives me the chance to go to the library, gives me something to talk abt when i meet people, and it gives me knowledge! =) but sadly, i've graduated from school, and i probably won't be studying intensively for the next two years. a few days ago, my brother asked me a chemistry question on stoichmetry. hahaha i took quite long to solve it even though it was supposedly chicken feet. but well, i'm surprised i could still do it! happy happy! but looking at the meteoric rate i'm forgetting my stuff, i'm afraid i'll be unable to take me eju next yr! nonono this is so saddening.

anywayyyy, talking abt studying. i tutored my cousin last night! hahaha it was a sad yet happy night. sad cuz i scolded him =( u noe he talks so much rubbish and doesn't concentrate on his work! tt's why i got quite irritated. but after a while, i realized he's just being a kid, so i forgave him. haha. but more importantly, i was sosososo happy this morning tt i hugged him! haha cuz he finally could do his math!!! yayyyyy i taught him for so long and he finally understood!! yaay happiness!
by the way, i realized that while math is easy to teach, SCIENCE ISN'T. i looked through his science exam papers last year n i was stunned! hahaha i couldn't do some of the questions! omg how am i going to teach him like tt! so sad.

okk after talking so much rubbish, i have to announce something................... and that is.................. my computer is BACK! hehehe the happy thing is that my C drive is saved! but the sad thing is that, most of my documents are in MY DOCUMENTS , in other words, most of my files are GONE!! =(=( but nvm, i'm just glad my comp is back. =)

random: i've started reading sayuri and it's so hard to understand! =(

joke of the day: What kind of music does mummy like?
Ans: Rap (wrap)

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

shopping!

Mark Twain once said, "Eat all you want, and let the food inside fight it out inside."

haha okayy that was so random. i took it off from my brother's notes. chinese new year is coming soon!! hmm it feels quite weird though, cuz there's no chinese new year atmosphere! u noe, when we were still in school, there are always cny decorations/activities going on in school, which at least makes it feel like the festive season. but now that i'm out of school, i no longer feel it. BUT, yesterday, our lady boss from bongout gave EACH OF US one BIG BAG OF MANDARIN ORANGES! omg i thought she bought it for the customers or for some special menu during cny. but no, it was for the staff! how nice of her! hehe... each of us got like 10+ oranges each! BUT... yesterday was a sad day at work. cuz i made many mistakes again! ahhh.. why why why. u noe we are supposed to serve the customers their drinks IMMEDIATELY after they finish ordering. but i went to the toilet to sms. den i FORGOT. aiyaa... not my fault wad! the customer said, "iranai (no need)" when i asked for his drink. hahaha (by rights, i'm supposed to get them either green tea or iced water if they don't want any drinks.)

in the end, my lady boss came over and said, "dennis, shikkari shite ne. mechamecha machigatterune... blah blah blah" hahaha to be honest, i only heard these few words. and i couldn't comprehend wad she said after that. but that was enough, basically, she was scolding me for making so many mistakes on the day. and she asked me to be serious! haha (btw she didnt' scream at me)

anywayy on a happier note, i went shopping today! cuz i realized i still have my kinokuniya voucher FOR PARTICIPATING AND NOT GETTING INTO THE FINALS OF THE SPEECH CONTEST. how sad. i wanted to use the voucher quick so tt i won't be reminded that i didn't get into the finals of the speech contest!! boohoo... anyway, shopping is SO BORING. hahaha i couldn't ask for advices or comments when choosing books. so in the end, i had to resort to "talking to myself" to reason out my choices. so in the end, i bought a book on kotowaza and two books on SAYURI! memoirs of a geisha! everyone said that i was stupid to buy it in japanese cuz firstly, it's going to be very hard to understand and secondly, the english version has ONE book, whereas the japanese version has TWO books, which means i have to pay double the price. thirdly, the original is in english, so if i read the translated japanese version, i'll be lost in translation! BUT ANYWAY, I BOUGHT THE BOOK NOT CUZ OF THE STORY, BUT CUZ OF THE JAPANESE. HAHA.. who cares.

anywayy, kinokuniya has many japanese! haha not that i just realized it, but it's so cool to look at them! oops. =PpP

I wanna be a popstar!

Ohh.. campus superstar. Frankly speaking i don't really fancy watching small kids singing and dancing around on stage. It just looks like another one of those dam PSC night children singing contest. Yea and i've only watched the first episode of campus superstar so maybe i shouldn't be making such judgements! But i can sing also k! Maybe just not as well but i love to sing to myself.

Dennis: maybe we can go kbox someday soon. Hoho i wanna try out weilian's songs.
我只是想要... 只是爱你也难恨你也难... 孤单的夜里我不孤单... Maybe my love will come back someday only heaven knows...

And Chinese new year is coming!! OMG don't you just love the goodies! Haha. Dog year! Must go buy some dog food to eat. Usher the new year eh. It's weird cos i don't really feel the festive mood coming except at home (packed with ny goodies and songs). In tampines mall they play crap cny songs! Oh ya i forgot std chartered also vv cool cos ahu hung lanterns for deco! =D

Haha i finally figured out how to manage my blogs. This blog would be for my random thoughts while my other blog would be for crap and everyday rubbish.

Monday, January 23, 2006

campus superstar!

haha i remember just a few months ago, my whole family was sitting in the living room watching jue dui superstar! and todayy, we are together again, watching campus superstar! hehh the following are my personal comments so don't be to worked up if you don't agree with me!

i thought that the guys in jue dui superstar were much better than the girls, but in campus superstar, the girls are outshining the guys! what happened to the guys! hehh.. but to be fair, all of them are good! at least better than me. oh and i miss kbox!hmmmm looking at how busy my friends in ns are now, i doubt we'll have time to ever go out again! =(=(=( and by the time we finish out ns, i'll be off to japan! oh no...! so sad!!!! all my friends!!! i wonder how they are doing now. yanhan says that life is very hectic inside, but he can't describe to me how is it like. so i guess i have to go in and experience myself.

i remember when i was in scouts in sec school, our scouts camps were always super tough and i always die during camps. and that's why i always pon scouts camps! hahaha.. out of the 6 or 7 camps throughout the four years, i've only been to like 3? hahaha. and i still remember during one of the camps, one of the leaders told us that life in ns is just like that. if you can take the scouts camp, you'll be able to take NS. so... although my impression of the camps is very vague now, i HOPE i'll be able to take it in there! i dun wan to suffer!

Sadness/Anger/Fear

I hate people who take advantage of me.

yesterday

oh well i was supposed to type this yesterday but i kind of forgot. but anywayy, the restaurant was a madhouse yesterday. someone booked in advance for a party and 18 ppl turned up. oh my goodness... we started busy-ing since 6pm and never stopped till 9plus, nearly 10pm. and i made MANY mistakes!! ahh i can't take pressure! so don't pressure me! i'll go commit suicide! hahaha and guess what, i was pouring tiger beer draft for a customer, and after serving, i discovered that the cap for the "burette-like opening" was missing. and i got frantic, thinking that i dropped it on the floor or into the sink. and after a while i gave up. just then, the customer called for me and showed me his mug of beer. the cap dropped into the mug!! omg!! i wanted to burst out laughing but i know i'll killing myself for doing that. so what can i do! just keep apologizing! it's quite fun actually, to keep apologizing in japanese. hahaha.

okay! time for dinner!

secrets II

Actually secrets aint that bad. Whether it makes your life easier or harder really depends on the secret and situation itself. So we should define the key terms first. secrets, life, easier, harder. Die, i think i can only define the word harder. My gp sucks. Guys, you all just have to tell me all your secrets. I'll help u analyze and give a reply. Trust me. I have all your interests in heart. I only want to help you all! Wahaha.

And again i figured out why dennis and i wanted a share blog. There would definitely be at least one fellow reader! Sigh, only losers like us would think of such reasons. We just have a competition to see whether who is more loseristic.

And NS is approaching! Can't wait to cut botak to hide the truth that i'm balding. Anyways, cut my hair yesterday. I doubt anyone i know cuts hair as often as me especially when i'm enlisting pretty soon.

Oh another loseristic moment: i finally got my ATM card. Haha. I cant wait to get my credit card in future. Then can hanihow throw it around shouting the soup is too salty! > <

Ah wtf. 0730 alr. I need to shower, eat my break-fast. And set out! Bon Voyage!

plaza singapura: dennis, grant more access or something, i cant edit the layout.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

secrets

just wondering whether secrets make your life easier or harder. oh well, as most of you should know, the two loserish writers of this blog have been consistenly failing GP since j1, so we shall not go into a serious discussion on this topic. and please do not correct our mistakes or sentence/argument structure. haha.

for those who have watched this show called koukou kyoshi (which i think is overrated), this girl in the show wishes to have secrets, because everyone else has one. but in reality, secrets are a sad sad thing, at least for me. i have too many secrets. i wish i could tell them to someone, but the consequences are too mcuh for me to bear. in the end, keeping these secrets destroyed me. i can't say that the consequences would be better if i were to say out my secrets. oh well, after all, secrets are meant to be secrets. so there's no point saying out.

anyway, this entry seems to be contradicting our blog name, which says "younothingme", which is translated into "there's nothing between you and me!" but i'm sure everyone has secrets, so it's just right for me to keep mine! ok wad a sad entry... it's chinese new year in six days time! cheer up everybody! oh yea i'm going to work later!! tanoshimi!

the beginning

so this is the beginning of the blog. for those who don't know, haishya can refer to either a dentist, or in this case, a loser. oh well, my previous blog was too pathetic so i decided that jonfang and i should share one, so that our blogs will be read by both MY readers and HIS readers. unfortunately, i think that will still be equal to the number of HIS readers, cuz practically no one reads my blog. (partly cuz most of the entries are in japanese, and no one is really sane enough or interested enough to go decipher all the crap)

anywayy, this blog is about the life stories of two bloody losers who have no friends but each other. jonfang might beg to differ cuz i know he has many friends, unlike me. >.< anyway i'm quite happy today cuz my msn list has many many ppl online! all the botak ns ppl are out! ahh all my friends are back, albeit for one and a half days. so sad. i don't even get to see them. =( in fact i had a dream a few nights ago. it was the first time i dreamt of my GUY friends. hahaha. sounds damn gay. but honestly, i really miss them after they enter the ns. and WHAT AM I STILL DOING HERE! i should be botak!! but never mind, i'll get my turn soon enough. but the thing i hate about me enlisting late is that all my friends are on the same island, while i'm on the island next to it! hmpp...my only friend now is the loser who's sharing this blog with me. sad case~~

anyway today was chingay full dress rehearsal! woohoo damn cool. partly cuz it rained, which made the weather cooling. but overall it was quite fun, although we only did the performance once. let me share my loserish experience with yamada san. haha. as some of you all might know, i'm currently working at a japanese restuarant called bongout, and one of the japanese staff there called michiyo, told me that she has a good friend in the japanese association who is also taking part in chingay. and this friend is called yamada san. so today, during the full dress, i met some of the familiar japanese. so i decided to ask them who is this yamada san. and i chose this lady whom i was most familiar with.

so i asked, "yamada san tte doko ni imasu?" which means, where is yamada san.
omg and guess what. the person whom i was asking (the one whom i was most familiar with) was yamada san!! okayy haha but LUCKILY, she doesn't know my name too! haha so it cancells out. phew. so that's the problem with not asking the name or other personal details when we first meet people. if we don't ask them right from the start, it'll be awkward to ask after that. and if we don't ask, we'll end up like me. =(

alright, anw my comp is spoilt so i'm using my mother's laptop. sighhhh all my darling japanese drams and songs are all GONE. arghh. and my camera is spoilt too!! everything is spoilt! (im not spoilt though =))anyway i;ve been feeling very down these few days. someone save me!! oh and jonfang's been feeling sad these days too. anyway, let's cheer up! it's chiense new year soon!